LeAfY-GreEn-MonStErr

2005-05-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

ok...lemmie c...tis is my first entry in this new blog.
cool ehh?...kinda nice...funky...haha....
jus called her to wake up oni...
tink todae's gonna n a veri busy dae for her...
hope everything will b fine...
tink e scan is nthing de la...
small prob de...no worries....
anithing u hav me what...^^
urms...last nite kana scolded by parents...sian..zZz...
aniwae...forget abt it larr...
n umms yeah... todae tink she goin to meet sihui they all..
tink later will go dwn fetch her..
goin out agains...later tml she gawt work..
den cannt go out le...=((..blehh
oh ya...tink nxt week on da 13 i'll b leaving the college le..
gonna miss all da friends i've made there..
expecially from t27 de...=((...
n tat stupid meng terang... geee!!!...
tink u ppl oso busy wif all the hmk n stuff..
which u all all e best ba...score fell in ur A's
n shiping...relax..wots done cannt b undone...
weijun...gd luck on ur RS...will last de..can c..haha
n urms..mani mani more..
weijie...hope u n her can get together...
n congrats for ur CO performance..=))...
tink tats abt it ba..as for me...nthing great la..
jus the simple slacking old me again...>_<

2005-04-30T13:37:00.000-07:00

i tink as long as i'm bored i'll come here n update my blogg..
so nw u noe y recently i keep updating la...=D
yeps...todae...same thing lo..
shes out wif tat butterfly fetish gal...
sian..go amk go so long...
ps me le lo...win liaoz lo...
still sae will msg me alot alot..
fake one de..
always qi pian wo gan qing...
haiz..haiz...sian ar..
monkey n rabbit oso useless de..
qi si wo le!...arg..
o_O...ok tat sounded gay..
n nw i'm getting lame here...
blehh..jus come online update abit abit oni lo..
maybe later go my gm hse...
dunno when she'll reach hm...
but aniway..heck la...
care so much oso no use...
always in e end iz me sad sad de lo..
T_T....

2005-04-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

haiz...dunno y but i'm feeling dwn..
early morning wake up le den sad sad de..
she din do anithing to cheer me up..as expected..
jus ask me go zZz...tats it..
can't believe she actually gave e thing away...
i mean..gee...aniwae..doubt she'll go get it back..
man i hate barney...geez!!...
lets nt tok abt tat again ever...
blehh...its kinda like 8 in e morning nw..
as usual...slacking in the sch lib...
blehh...dunno when i'll b goin to withdraw out...
oh yeash...yst my dad bought a new printer..
cum fax-scanner-phone-photocopy machine...
woah..HP technology..kool...heeh..
urms...dunno...jus sian sian one nw..
no one to talk to abt tis...
wum listen anyway..
blehh..life's tough..
i'm tired..sleepy...hmms...
hope later everithing will go on well enough..
geez...1 yr le...
she said she understands...but realli ma??...
i mean wld u realli noe hw i'm feeling?..
what i REALLy really want??...
what i really really need??...
no ba?...=((.....=((...haiz....
haiz...
yst what u did was utterly hurting...
disappointing too..
but what can i do...
noe u don't mean it de...but...
blehh...blehh...
y hav to b littat ne???...
haiz haiz...

2005-04-27T09:13:00.000-07:00

todae 27th le..tml 28..gulps*..
haha...urm..nw in sch veri sian..
haiz..everidae go sch oso dunno do what...
go lectures...slack..go lib..play game...
sian...sian...=((
tink i'm e oni one goin to poly here...
urm..everibody's mugging...real hard..
makes me kinda feel out of place...
leaving sch veri early almost everidae?..
to meet her lo...
tink oni the tym when i'm wif her den i'm =))..
stress..ok not on sch work...but..stuffs here n there..=x
urms..yeahs..still waiting for her to go for the check-up..
hope everithing will b fine ba...
veri veri sian in sch...
hope phone rings fast..den can go out meet u le..blehh..
okie..okie..yeas..i tink i'm in e same course as marcus!..
omg..but de 'knife' me on msn...zZz...haha
urm..tink e course goin to start le?..30 may..
mus withdraw frm sch...
tink maybe nxt week i go withdraw le..
few weeks for me to slack at hm n PREPARE...
shopping...?!?!...heeh...
ok jonny...got ur pt...tink tis blog has sm prob...
i'll try to fix tat bugggg......
n yeahs..gonna miss my T27 group after i go poly...
blehh...but guess we're all nt tat close afterall..
everyone's goin their own ways..doin their stuff...
hardly will there b a gathering again...=((...
thing these few daes will nt go on too well for me..
yu gan...smthing's gonna happen..smthing...=x...
hmms...signs off here...

2005-04-22T11:18:00.000-07:00

woah...again..so long nv go update liaoz...
hmmms...noe y??...cause she doesn't come online often..
therefore...= me don't come online too...
heeh...but nw her com's alright le..so yeahs...
what can i say ahh...errr...
oh ya...appeal to NYP successful le...
hehe..goin to the molecular biotechnology course..
woah..chim...chim...>_<...
but still waiting for SP to send e sucessful appeal in..
sianz...o_O....heeh...
urms oh yeah...been out wif her almost 4times a week??..
things hav realli been fine..
quarrel..of course hav la...but lesser...n less bad le..
=))..
tt went dwn to the zone1 com..can sae our team did their best le..
n yeahs..dun so sad abt e results...theres always a nxt tym..
vanessa was there too...lol...long time no c le..
umms...n ya..nthing much to sae actually le..
i'm goin to a poly..instead of JC...
so yeahs..mani ppl keep asking y??...
i hav mani reasons..so..=X..
one reason?..cause of her??..hehe..winks**
n if YOU get to c tis entry...
IF la..i nt say mus la...
IF hor...
but dun tink u will bother to read la..
but realli realli IF la..
den i wanna sae miss u lots..
n yeahs...love u...muacks..;)

2005-03-25T10:23:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!!!...been decades since i updated my blog..heeh...
alot of ppl keep asking le..so nw i'm back here blogin again...
hmms...good fridae todae...weather veri bad...shooo...misty...
hmms...nt everithing's been well enough...kana posted back to yjc..
nt tat i hate my friends in yjc...but its the environment...
man!...i badly want to go to SP...study my bio-medical science...
stupid C6 in eng...science n math A oso no use le...=((...
hmms...yeahs..these few daes been around appealing in the poly...
hope can get into one of em...i nt fit for jc life de... esp yjc..
she managed to get into business IT in sp...hmms..noe shes nt happi abt it..
wan accounting ba?...hmms...try to write letter help her appeal...
if we cannt same sch..nvm de...true love can last ba...hms?...o_O..
haiz..these few weeks c her almost everidae...den nw...3 daes apart le..
todae shes goin for a BBQ...staying over..blehs...
what can i say??..cannt go!!...cause i'll miss u...
heeh...stupid thoughts...
jealousy sets in slowly...but surely...urgs...can't help it...
last nite cannt sleep..kept tinking abt alot of thins...
blehhs..oso dunno y?...keep tinking too much...woah!...
sumtimes i find her damn adorable...
but when her little temper sets in..den...urm..hehe...
but mostly my fault ba...mee in wrong..>_<...
yeahs...yst folo her go sim Lim there...walk round n round
went to compare prices...
went to 'KILL' prices...
went to different stalls...
went to ask all sorts of funny questions...
finally..bought her creative mp3 player...yay..haha
den stoped over to eat cai fan there...damn ex...arg...
heeh...walked alot..alot alot...
after tat dunno y ba?...smthing extrodinary happened...
dowan to type it dwn =x...wan go ask her..^^...haha...
n yeahs...misses...
ok..maybe i she end off here le..yeahs...bye blog...
until nxt time...
hmms..wait wait..did i forget smthing???...hmmm...
ohh ya... tat time went for our t27 bbq on sun...
man..stupid melissa n weijie gawt fever...so qiao...
haha..no la..nt their fault..they oso dun wan de ma..
at last oni like 6 ppl go?..bbq..-_-...haha
urms...tt dae me n her went dwn early afternoon le..
go walk walk...eat ice cream...haaa...
make until we two lyk so dirty so salty littat...heeh...
n yeahs...tat pink seashelll...haha...^^...
hmms...wait for e rest of em..veri long ar..
napped awhile at the grass patch..wif e sunsetting horizon in front..
woa..haaa...slacked there...hmms...
finally they came le..den started cooking..sorri sp..nv help much..haa..
meng terang dunno hw to cook de..always make until all black black..
n den there was the inky squid..haha..eeeeeee....
hmms...the bbq still quite fun ba..but can b more enjoyable wif more ppl..
hee...ok..itnk i shd realli realli end off le...shes waiting for my call..
haha...everithing's alright for now...hope it will stay tat way...
n yeahs...hav to sae tis again..miss u lots...^^...

2005-03-04T20:24:00.000-08:00

wooo..veri long nv update le...muahahhaha...
tis few daes kinda busy...goin here n there..
urms...as usual..everione's toking abt e results..
i veri much wanted to go to cjc...but guess i can't..
maybe i din put in enough effort..too late to regret..
she din scored as well as she hoped...
noe tat shes veri veri sad..but choose nt to show it...
maybe dowan me feel sad sad oso...i appreciated it...
guess i'm goin to put bio-med sci in sp as 1st choice ba..
tink i am oni fit for a poly life...
n maybe it would b better for both of us..
hope we can last...realli hope...dunno what she tinks..
hmms..wish we can go sp together..heeh...
3-march...e dae which i hav been waiting had came...
she finally told me tat she could put dwn her heart for me...
i do hope its for real..cause mine's already wif her long time ago..
haha..yeps...met her everidae for e whole week..cool huh?..
promised to spend more tym wif her...
urm yeah...nw waiting for her to call me when she'd finish workin..
hmms...hav nt been ani quarrels recently..i want it tis way...
both of us...together as we've never been b4...umms?..o_O..heeh..
sorry T27...noe u all badly want an outing wif me..but..
sat realli no time ar..busy..sorry...weijie happi belated birthday..
i hav to respect her oso..yepps...
hmmms..n yesh...everithing's fine for e time bein...
hope it'll stay tis way...
thirst le..goin to get a drink...mueheheheh...signs off here**

2005-02-27T11:37:00.000-08:00

ahhh...so fast 11 plus le...nw lyk goin to rain le..
wonders whether u wake up le ma...
yst slacked whole dae at hm...
evening tt went to my dad's gm hse..
at nite went to my mom's gm hse...
wahh...crazy de...run here n there...
yst toked on the phone alot..keep toking abt the same thins..
wanted to find a solution...but...blehh..dun hav...
actually theres nthing great abt me...
thought in tis RS oni me caring..
oni me taking initiative..
oni me giving all e love..
oni me making the effort..
oni me doin all the work..
but i din noe tat if it were realli just oni me doin all these..
we wouldn't even hav lasted tis long le...
its my fault actually...i noe u've done alot of things for me...
jus tat i din noe oni...maybe i'm nt appreciative anough...
maybe i am nt as understanding...
noe it'll b hard on u..to try to put dwn tat last incident...
but i noe ur trying..real hard..i can feel it...
i want to help..but hw?...hmms...guess its up to me to ponder...
urm...yeah...guess i do get jealous easily..irritating huh?..
or maybe i cared tooo much..hmms...
things eventually cleared up tat night...
we managed to forgive n forget again..
i realli hope tis will b the last time we would b like tis again..so unhappi...
yesh...i called her later tat night again...but she told me to go zZz...
could tell tat she was realli bored at her aunt's place...
called her the second time..but again she tell me go zZz..
tink she scared i too tired or what..todae mus accompany her tok tonite..wee!..
haha..urms...yeahhs..
i oso dunno why i did tat..but i stayer up awake all e way until she returned hm...
scared she halfway needed sum company den i dwn there zZz like pig littat again...
yesh..it was abt 3 plus until she finally returned..veri tired she was...
n yeps...a gd nitex kiss tat marked the end of the tiring yet wonderful night...

2005-02-25T19:43:00.000-08:00

jus wake up oni...feeling soo terrible...
theres no one...no one there for me...
where R u?!...
dunno what happen again...it shd'nt b like this...
y am i being treated like that?...
don't i deserve more than this?...
i swore i din do anithing wrong...
u told me u believed...but does ur heart believe it too?...
y can't u trust me...i have been faithfull...i will b faithful...
can't u love me even a little more?...
y....y mus littat...y...
in pain...veri...hav i nt understand u well enough?..
or issit u've changed le...
i love u wholeheartedly...y can't u do the same?...
its me...my fault...me...just me...

2005-02-22T20:26:00.000-08:00

todae in sch veri veri veri sian ar...
oni went for the geo lecture in the morning..
den slacked all e way until 1.30 lo...
did nthing except pei marcus n jonny's gang move around the sch...
spent sum time gambling...-_-!!...
ya...afternoon i went dwn to orchard wif her..uurms..
went to herren to eat da noodles there..haha..
oh ya...wanna go find a hp pouch..if nt my hp everytime dirty de...
hmms...nthing much to type actually...tink tml goin out wif T27 gang..
yay!!..finally ehh?...hmms...ya..so nw hav to do e geo hmk...
zZz...zZz...zZz...

2005-02-21T23:41:00.000-08:00

hehehe...nw in sch library...sian..nthing to do...
waiting for 1.30 to come...den can go out...
todae's math test was a killer mans...
surely fail de...if can get even 3 marks i happi le...
haha..urms..me n her nw quite ok le...
can c shes trying to put her heart dwn...
i just hav to b there for her...yeps...
hmmss...skipped math oso dunno do what..pei marcus?!..maybee..
haha..urm tink later goin to send her go work...
realli hope everything would be fine...yeahhs...
in a few more daes e results will b out le..
best wishes to all my friends out there...
hope..yeah u all can score well...n her too...
hmms...stay happi...=))

2005-02-20T10:14:00.000-08:00

hao la hao la...nw still so early in e morning...
yawn**...oso dunno what am i doin online for what...
yst i went to my gm hse..played majong e whole afternoon...
hates ppl who play majong...
but dunno y yst i still joined in to play...
jus wanna sae sorry to melissa n gang...
yst realli cannt go out wif u all..
i noe u all veri much wanted an outing together...
but i realli realli nt free...
i oso miss goin out wif u guys...
sorry 4 making u ppl so unhappi..
went to mani ppl's blog..can c tat mani were lyk unhappi..
oso dunno y...everybody's like kinda down now..
me too..having baby blues?!...yeah..guess so..
blehhh...had a terrible stomach ach last nite...
thought she would at least cared abiit more..
but...urg...nvm..she still needs some time..
i AM suppose to b happi nw tat everything is alright...
but...geee...is she even trying?...i dunch noe...
all i can sae is tat u hav me by ur side...always...

2005-02-19T12:13:00.000-08:00

hee...was out the whole dae yst den din hav tym to blogg..
was a busy dae yst...so mani ppl..so funn..
met mani of my ex-sec friends n pri-friends...cool eh?...
haha...wanna sae happi birthday to cheryl n melissa...
both on e same dae...19 feb..haha...
urms...we ended like 6 in the evening yst..
den agreeded to meet at harbour front at 7 plus?...
wanna go dwn to sentosa for celebrations...
i chose nt to go hm n change first..rather go dwn to meet her..
but din expect she would treat me like tat...
was kinda like chased away...hurt..
skipped dinner..
tried to cheer up for the sentosa celebrations tat time...
but...geee...sorry mans cheryl..
left early wif jonny after tat...
was darn heart broken..din noe what to do..
thought she din cared...din appreciate anithing..
jus wanted her to b happi...
but counld nt do anithing to cheer her up..
din noe...maybe it was fate...i took a cab...rush dwn to meet her..
saw her sitting at the corner...crying..
heart broken...broken smile..
felt realli bad..i'm a jerk...
but guess we did managed to overcome the quarrel again..
last nite we talked till veri late..
poured out all our sorrows..
i will forget abt e past..its difficult i noe..
but i'll do it..i believe i can do it..
hope she'll realli put her heart dwn for me..
realli do so...den..den...
ya..i just wished so much so...
turn over a new leaf i guess...

2005-02-18T23:52:00.000-08:00

She cried nt because she is weak or want sympathy...
She cried...
Because cryin silently is no longer possible...
De pain,hurt,n agony hav bcome 2 big a burden to b kept inside...

2005-02-17T18:08:00.000-08:00

i know my blog is in a mess...
give me some time to clear up sum stuff..
morning met up wif my ex-T27 gang...
stupid melissa late...haha...
but nevertheless we still managed to tok...
me,WJ n SP
todae another boring dae in sch...
cheryl sick le...nv come...
left the 4 of us in the gang...
din realli talked much to jonny...
oso dunno y...
there seem to b a gap?
stupid sp go take my bag away...
run here n there..tink i dun dare go girls toilet ah?!..haha
we were realli busy preparing for the big day tml...
me,jonny n hannah stood under the hot sun collecting sand?!
ya..sand...so sian...
OMG, can't believed i did pon GP...
geez...cause wanna go out..^^
we went to bugis todae...
but awhile le den sum things happened...
its too late to regret nw...
i admit i am a faliure...
haiz...what can i say?
sorry...sorry...

^^

2005-02-16T09:52:00.000-08:00

ok..
this is my very first entry since for the blog dwn here...
haha..
ok..
special thanks to jonny...
for the templates...
urms...