ahhh...so fast 11 plus le...nw lyk goin to rain le..
wonders whether u wake up le ma...
yst slacked whole dae at hm...
evening tt went to my dad's gm hse..
at nite went to my mom's gm hse...
wahh...crazy de...run here n there...
yst toked on the phone alot..keep toking abt the same thins..
wanted to find a solution...but...blehh..dun hav...
actually theres nthing great abt me...
thought in tis RS oni me caring..
oni me taking initiative..
oni me giving all e love..
oni me making the effort..
oni me doin all the work..
but i din noe tat if it were realli just oni me doin all these..
we wouldn't even hav lasted tis long le...
its my fault actually...i noe u've done alot of things for me...
jus tat i din noe oni...maybe i'm nt appreciative anough...
maybe i am nt as understanding...
noe it'll b hard on u..to try to put dwn tat last incident...
but i noe ur trying..real hard..i can feel it...
i want to help..but hw?...hmms...guess its up to me to ponder...
urm...yeah...guess i do get jealous easily..irritating huh?..
or maybe i cared tooo much..hmms...
things eventually cleared up tat night...
we managed to forgive n forget again..
i realli hope tis will b the last time we would b like tis again..so unhappi...
yesh...i called her later tat night again...but she told me to go zZz...
could tell tat she was realli bored at her aunt's place...
called her the second time..but again she tell me go zZz..
tink she scared i too tired or what..todae mus accompany her tok tonite..wee!..
haha..urms...yeahhs..
i oso dunno why i did tat..but i stayer up awake all e way until she returned hm...
scared she halfway needed sum company den i dwn there zZz like pig littat again...
yesh..it was abt 3 plus until she finally returned..veri tired she was...
n yeps...a gd nitex kiss tat marked the end of the tiring yet wonderful night...